Time time time.
Just like joy says, we have been waiting. I though that all the hardest part was going to be the operation and all the emotions that go along with seeing your love going through a painful procedure. That was hard, and the waiting has been harder in lots of respects.
The first 60-80 days where fine, as i was really excited and had this goal of 85 days to wait.
The 85 days came and went and then some small changes happened.
By the 100 days, i wasn’t sure if i was just imagining the changes and if they were really happening. The test results during this time have been good, all point in the right direction for her hormone levels, non-the less i was looking for something more in the flesh real as a sign that its all working.
My mind goes a little nuts, making up stories on why its going to work, and why its not. It sure makes me go crazy some days.
After our conversation with Dr. Silber early last week, he gave me a better frame of reference, and now i feel much more at ease.
The waiting is still going on
and we wait.
Going to get back to blogging more now as well.
The blogging will do you some good, both of you. I know right now you’re probably both going crazy with emotions, and it’s better to let ‘em out than to just let ‘em bounce around in your heads.